friday 12:14pm june 25 -> still throwing up stomach acid and i have to watch what what i eat or else i throw that up too. split second has to be the most fun racing game ever. Im stuck on a level now where a helicopter fires missles at you using locked on targets. its really frustrating when you get rammed betweeen a missle and the wall because when you crash your combo resets to 1.
I need to get away from the eastern shore for a while. trapped in this hellhole will drive anyone insane.
wednesday 2:11pm june 16 -> over the counter drugs just dont work for me. I've tried every goddamn antacid there is and nothing works like nexium. I wonder what made the insurance company change its mind about paying for the pills, they HAVE to know nothing else works, ive told them 5 times alreaady.
so now im on generic prilosec and it just barely works. i still throw up stomach acid from time to time. so NO its not working. here's why i hate god and god hates me; i have to suffer through this until the 30th when i can seee my doctor. the insurance company also wants me on something else for 2 months before i can get nexium. I'll probabily be dead so my parents can sue my insurance company for killing me.
Jaskler sold me his spare tv for $100. its a 32" daewoo. good deal in my book.
Tomorrow i go see my new therapist, a guy younger than me that i know from high school, a hatian named wala-neh labala which means god's something. im not to thrilled about this so im going to make him work hard to get inside my head.
wednesday 11:44am june 9 ->
thursday 2:34pm june 3 -> This associate of mine told me a medicine which is ultra refined much more than morphine comes in the form of a lollipop. he said one of his friends stole one and ate 1/4th of one and OD'ed, killing himself. he also said during the time he had cancer bad he was up to 3 -4 lollis a day. also each lollipop cost $200. aren't drugs fun kids?
i still cant get an authorization to get any damn medicine for my GIRD. and now the insurance company says THEY DIDN'T HAVE ANYTHING REQUESTING PRIOR AUTORIZATION IN MY ACCOUNT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the doctor's office said that one of them should be covered because its a generic. BUT NO, the pharmacist tried to get it through trying it as 20mg, 40mg and OTC, ALL REQUIRE PRIOR AUTHORIZATION!!!!!!!! i'm so sick of playing telephone tag between the doctors office, my insurance company and the pharmacy. FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wednesday 12:37pm june 2 -> I get a call at about 8am today telling me my doctor has put me on a new medication. let's just call it beefed up prilosec. I go to my pharmacy around 11am and try to get the prescription. the pharmacist said it needed prior authorization. WHAT THE FUCK IS THE INSURANCE COMPANY DOING TO ME??????? I NEED SOMETIHNG AND ALL I GET IS THE RUN AROUND. IT WILL PROBABLY TAKE 2 WEEKS FOR THE INSURANCE COMPANY TO AUTHORIZE ME TO HAVE IT. FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
plus my tv has finally died so im now very very bored and i cant play my brand new game. this whole world can go fuck itself. i'm tired of all the red tape.
tuesday 4:23pm june 1 -> i'm suprised morons know how to breathe. I just got a wrong number called on my cell phone, AND SHE CALLS RIGHT BACK. IF IT WASN'T RIGHT THE FIRST TIME WHY THE HELL WOULD IT BE RIGHT THE SECOND TIME????? idiot.
so instead of nexium, the insurance company and my doctor put me on zantac 300mg. the only thing that's done has made me throw up stomach acid. Now the nurse calls me and tells me i may need a GI (gastrointestinal) consult. THERES NOTHING TO CONSULT!!!!!!!!!!! NEXIUM WORKS. WHY CANT THEY JUST GIVE ME THAT????? IT'S NOT LIKE I'M SELLING THEM OR SOMETHING, I REALLY DO NEED IT!!!!!! if i get this consult and he/she puts me on nexium i'm going to be furious!!!!
i just bought split second. that game is awesome. you race around the track triggering traps to make other vehicles crash. too bad my tv is going on the frits. i'll be racing and next thing you know black and white lines go up and down the screen. then the picture will come back. looks like i need a new tv, and i might as well buy a flat screen if i can afford it. I gotta do some pricing.
wednesday 12:26pm may 26 -> so i did a little test, google vs bing. i typed in "how do you say 'thank you' in spanish?". both had a translator link as first search result, both loaded in .16 seconds and both had much the same links. IMHO the only thing better about bing is it's 4 letters instead of 6 (google). you might as well just use google.
tuesday 5:32pm may 25 -> i really don't get women. never ask a hurt woman why they stay with guys who hurt them.. its always "because i love him" always ALWAYS. If you work all the time to support her and the kids, "you're never there" will be said always ALWAYS!!!!! if you love them too much, "you're smothering me, i need a change." is what you'll get. And AND you will be cheated on, more than likely you will be cheated on. so fellow men, be chauvinist, treat them as inferior and you'll have a woman who will love you forever. also follow the advice of jimmy soul.. "if you wanna be happy for the rest of your life never make a pretty woman your wife."
thursday 8:21am may 20 -> now i can't get a prescription for clozapine because of a clerical error. i swear to J.R. "Bob" Dobbs these doctors are plotting to kill me.
i was reading the bareback exchange and im suprised by how many sexual partners these posters have. some of them are in the thousands or more. I want to stop reading that site but its out of morbid curiousity why anyone would want an hiv or aids charged cum load in their ass. Is life that worthless to someone that they purpously get fucked by another guy with hiv or aids? I know, i'll listen to yakkity sax while reading the site LOL
tuesday 8:08am may 18 -> it's a cold and rainy day.. i hope there is something good on tv. my insurance company wants me off nexium and on something else. this always happens, they always want me offf nexium, i always tell them its the only thiing that calms my GIRD. then we have to fax the insurance company again, then i'll get my medicine. its always one big hassle and im tired of it. but hey, what can i do?
monday 12:51pm may 17 -> as gas prices go up and the value menu of any fast food chain go down, i am wondering about the future of the economy. maybe something bad, maybe something good. the oil spill isn't going to help anything. all major pizza chains now sell all their pizza for $10, the age of the $2.99 value meal reigns supreme, along with the $1 double chee burger from burger king.
im watching jerry springer. why is it ok for a woman to cheat on a man if he is never home because he has to work two jobs to make enough money to keep her spoiled? women are such bitches all the time, suddenly it's the man's fault that he's never home so the wife got bored and screwed the pool boy or neighbour or guy she met at a bar or resident boy scout. i swear to bob i hate women's actions sometimes. And they ask me why i drink..